Wednesday, April 26, 2006
What is your greatest fear?The man by the name of Cruz who appeared on the movie Coach Carter said that what he fears the most is light. Something about outshining others or something like that. Basta I understand what he meant though I can't put it on words, and I cried. haha. Isa sa mga penikulang napa iyak ako, tama ba yun.
Well, my greatest fear as of now would be.. umm.. probably moving on. As most of you know, I just graduated high school. As they say "tapos na ang pinakamasayang parte ng iyong buhay..". They were right. And it's kind of hard for me to move on, I really can't accept the fact that my friends and I would eventually grow apart, even though they say that it can't really happen, na mayroon parin naman ways of communicating. Pero let's face it. We really can't all be together forever, and this is the start of it all. Some of my friends will be in the same university, pero as if naman ang liit ng campus. Others on a nearby school, and some ang layo na talaga. And I get really sad whenever I think about it. Kaya siguro napapansin ng iba ng lagi ako wala sa bahay. Lagi ako nasa bahay ng mga kaibigan ko. Well, let's just say na kumakapit ako sa patalim (tama ba yun? parang mali ang expression). I really don't want to let go. :(
I guess what I'm trying to say is my greatest fear is CHANGE. I don't want to experience waking up and going to school and not seeing the people who I love, who I come to know for the past four years.
This is something that I am trying to understand, but a question still remains unanswered..
Why? why??
I miss my friends..
well, thats that. Sabi nga ni OMI, inspiring ang COACH CARTER. Napaisip naman ako. haha. Well, I have to sleep na, may lakad pa ako bukas.
currently feeling: blue
cure: sabi nga ni PAM, pink para kikay. :D
posted at 12:25 AM
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