Wednesday, April 26, 2006
What is your greatest fear?The man by the name of Cruz who appeared on the movie Coach Carter said that what he fears the most is light. Something about outshining others or something like that. Basta I understand what he meant though I can't put it on words, and I cried. haha. Isa sa mga penikulang napa iyak ako, tama ba yun.
Well, my greatest fear as of now would be.. umm.. probably moving on. As most of you know, I just graduated high school. As they say "tapos na ang pinakamasayang parte ng iyong buhay..". They were right. And it's kind of hard for me to move on, I really can't accept the fact that my friends and I would eventually grow apart, even though they say that it can't really happen, na mayroon parin naman ways of communicating. Pero let's face it. We really can't all be together forever, and this is the start of it all. Some of my friends will be in the same university, pero as if naman ang liit ng campus. Others on a nearby school, and some ang layo na talaga. And I get really sad whenever I think about it. Kaya siguro napapansin ng iba ng lagi ako wala sa bahay. Lagi ako nasa bahay ng mga kaibigan ko. Well, let's just say na kumakapit ako sa patalim (tama ba yun? parang mali ang expression). I really don't want to let go. :(
I guess what I'm trying to say is my greatest fear is CHANGE. I don't want to experience waking up and going to school and not seeing the people who I love, who I come to know for the past four years.
This is something that I am trying to understand, but a question still remains unanswered..
Why? why??
I miss my friends..
well, thats that. Sabi nga ni OMI, inspiring ang COACH CARTER. Napaisip naman ako. haha. Well, I have to sleep na, may lakad pa ako bukas.
currently feeling: blue
cure: sabi nga ni PAM, pink para kikay. :D
posted at 12:25 AM
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Wednesday, April 19, 2006
I was riding a tricycle on my way home when I my life flashed before my eyes.GASH! MUNTIKAN NA MABANGGA YUNG TRYKE NA SINASAKYAN KO.
sa awa ng diyos hindi pa niya ako kinuwa. well.. we went to brookside awhile ago and watched tommy and his band (the band includes omi and miro). They were really good! and before we left, we sang our graduation song, which is High by "The Speaks". It made me realize how much I miss my batchmates and barkada. I haven't seen them in like forever. Ang lagi ko lang nakikita ay si JR and Angie, with the exception of Omi na nakita ko lang kanina.
my friends, where are you? Ich mochte so gernmal wiedersehen!
Grabe nga e, summer palang ganito na. Pano pa kaya pag may pasok na.. :(
We didn't finish the guys' concert, because we needed to go home. Actually Ann needed to get home before dark. and we took the liberty of escorting her till Marville, and saw her off in a tricycle going home. And she arrived home safely. :) I know because she texted (may word ba na ganyan?) me na she got home na. I stayed at JR's place till 9:30. We watched American Idol. Damn they're so good. Well, I'm sad to say that I didn't get the chance to see my favorite contestant perform her last song because of I don't really know the reason. Sayang talaga si MANDISA. She really is good! I was really hoping that she would be there until top 5 or higher! sayang talaga.
batchmates batchmates, where are you?
by the way, we're planning to go to Baguio sa sunday. Sana pagpalain ako at bigyan ng pera. I want to go with JR and his mom because he's going to check out UP Baguio, and is considering it. And after non sleepover bonanza sa bahay ng may bahay! weee!
You know, I really hate it when people call you paranoid because you think that they're mad or something. Well, I just want to say that I'm being a little paranoid because you give me the reason to be.
well, wala na ako ma post. yun lang. goodnight.
posted at 9:46 PM
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Wednesday, April 05, 2006
hello. try ko ulit mag post. nakakainis kasi! nag post na ako kanina, nawala naman! argh. well anyways..alam niyo ba, ngayon ko lang nalaman na ako ay tampurorot! tampurorot! tampurorot! tampurorot! tampurorot! wala lang. ang babaw ko talaga, ngayon ko lang napansin!
well. yung mga nilagay ko kanina hindi ko na matandaan, kaya I'll cut it short, yung messages ko nalang sa mga tao..Ü
besy-hoi! mag bday ka na besy! GIMIK NA TO!
je-je je! liwaliw tayo!
gie- gie gie! hoy! sabihin mo kay je alis tayo!
ayban-kamusta ka na? may chix pox kaparin?
mi-tutuloy ka pa ba sa UP?
mikee-tulog sainyo ha!:)
phoebs-kamusta cebu?
yana-hoy! paayos mo na fone mo! text tayo!
pam-kamusta na? hindi na ako nakakarinig sayo ha!
aze-hoy dota gal! san ka? sayang hindi kita nakita sa bagong ico kahapon!
jen-san ka na??
kelz-hoy gimikera! dalhin mo car mo! alis tayo! ROADTRIP!
ethz-hoy? ikaw din san ka na? hindi kayo nagpaparamdam!
pungz-hoy junggz! dalaw ako sainyo ha! lapit lang haws mo e!
zet-mas lalo ka na! di kita mahagilap! san ka na? di nga ako nakapag babay sayo ng partay e!
angela- hoy gela! wag ka mag alala! di kayo magkakalayo nun! malayo man sa distance, malapit sa puso!
jill-mag NSTP ka ba ngayong summer? wag muna! next year nalang! sabay tayo!:)
van-hoy kapatid!! kamusta?
donyl-kamusta na kay ni *hem hem*! hehe
ann- e kayo ni...?
akiza-hey gal! punta kami sainyo! tapos na taon hindi parin ako nakakapunta sainyo!
danica- den! sulok ulit tayo!
ayun lang
sige po
babay:)
posted at 9:36 PM
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